KatiFirst image is hybrid photographing I made at Danny Bittencourts course at Domestika.org. It's nice to print the photo, handle it with salt and water to paint it. Other images are nice memories (in a way) for the last 2 -3 or 3-4 years. Sometimes it takes a trauma for you to have the need to really watch inside the mirror. There is no turning back, there is no need to turn back to the old me. Parts of old me still exists but the new me is more aware and whole as a person. There are also old pictures from kids whom mean the world to me. <br>
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At the moment I'm doing so much Python on a computer that I miss the amount of movement I had! Now it's pretty much yoga and walks with the dog. All this sitting is so annoying, I can feel my ass being the same shape with the chair 😁 It's like I have to handle this deadline but in the same time it's the cost of me not knowing and feeling my body and muscles anymore 😂 Basically, through these images I remember the time spent outdoors and in nature. The best way to spend time is to get rid of the clock and wonder without destination, enjoying the small moments passing by... These images could also be "me 5 kg's ago" 😁 The lack of time for exercise needs to be resolved, it's affecting my mind in a negative way. Like being trapped indoors... Like being trapped in this one phase of my life as a graduate student... 🙃😶🌫️<br>
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It was also nice to notice that I am not ashamed these images anymore. When you spent enough time with people lifting their ego by making you smaller, you can be ashamed really odd things. Because it's not your role to be something, it's your role not to be anything so they can lift their shallow ego.<br>
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Remember, jealous friend is not a friend.<br>
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Oh, there are couple of friends too...<br>
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