Hello, I’m a composer who works primarily in theatre. At the start of the pandemic my mom got cancer and the doctors told us she should eat organic to avoid pesticides. Since even organic-labeled produce can contain pesticides I decided to grow an organic garden. My posts here will be my #music #gardening #cooking #organic food. Here are a few pics from my kitchen as a means of #introduction.
@jblue I took a look at your other posts and the beauty and love in your dishes will undoubtedly be healing for your mom and you no matter the outcome from the cancer. Really lovely and I wish her all the health possible.
@DLF thanks, it really means a lot. Bc I am her primary caretaker and she is immunocompromised, it gets extremely lonely and I feel like I am posting into the void. It’s been difficult with my music career bc most of work blew up in smoke bc of the pandemic. Your comment is really appreciated. I feel seen.
@jblue And I get some of the the difficulty you feel about your career blowing up. Perhaps though it is simply moving in a new direction?
@DLF I was really at a dead end on the other site. I was living in the UK prior to Covid and still had work there. I had a composer in residence job that was supposed to start here (US) but the guy who was going to hire me got fired during the pandemic and the new director no longer wants to establish this position at the theatre. I’ve been sending out my portfolio to theaters, choreographers, opera houses, etc. Some seem keen but nothing is forthcoming.
@jblue I am confident you will find your path. Sometimes we have found that when things fall through, we have actually been "protected" and something better eventually comes along. Not that it's easy to believe that while you are waiting, but invariably that has been the case. Usually I have to say "fine , I accept this and will try to bloom where I'm planted", and shortly there after things start to open up. I am a slow and reluctant accepter though!